preview
even though it's not 100% completed. but i think it's possible to do a special preview already =)
if you are still interested to know about the not-very-interesting happenings of stupidchild, please note that groundes is not gonna be in use very soon.
starting afresh, stupidchild introduces her blog of her own:
http://stupidchild.wordpress.commoving on, blogging is no longer a matter of penning down the memories of each passing day; it carries a special role to update friends whom i care and who care of what's happening to me. this is important for stupidchild leads an upside-down, isolated, no-life's life for 8 out of 12 months in a year !!!
WAT !!!
though there aint many readers, but in case u wonder why the long lag between this and the last post, that's becos:
groundes is currently "under-going contruction" !
hmm or rather i shd say it's undergoing "transformation". the testing-period for using Wordpress had been quite a while...and it seemed good so far *nods head*. i was self-taught to post picures via some Wordpress FAQ. though the same dumb thing of losing whatever you type when you tried to post it still happen (YESTERDAY!!!!), i shall shift the blame to
server error instead. hope to put a fresher look to the default template that i'm using currently.
hee...and unofficial launching of new-
groundes is nearing.
and if you say it is a coincidence, you can say that again! just saw that freak is moving her 3yr old blog to another interface as well. very ja-pa-nese (yeah...i cant even figure out how to put a comment among the jap words haha) !
well everyone, it's a new step taken:
groundes had matured. time to move on and disclose the real identity. and more exposure for the new
groundes definitely.
promises
promised:
to be happy.
r u happy? am i happy?
*think think think*
writing in the office
It’s really a great view outside.
The luxurious condo; the slowing moving cargoes on the waters; the going-to-be-closed Kallang Indoor stadium (where I saw the BOYS like 4 months back!). All of these spread across me at this very moment.
Wished I was really in a hotel suite. Rather than the “suite” as referred to by the controller, Ka ling (to note, that was what I heard), which she meant as our makeshift office for the following 2 months.
The room was exactly the same as 2 years ago. The cheena decor and (yesh!) the cheena chairs that are very nice to look at but not-nice-at-all to sit on for someone who has long-but-yet-short-when-compared-to-others legs like me.
I can already sensed that Cargill this year is definitely NOT like what my buddy had described: Very relaxed ONE!! Seriously I had chose not to trust Ray’s description about things being easy and relax ever again since MAS 612.
Well, though ah ya might have been rattling non stop throughout the meeting (for like AN HOUR or so), some of his words did make sense to me. Precisely cos I had told myself I must not be like what I was in CS again.
Confidence is the key!
While I build on that confidence, I must get rid of the Laziness that had been building up in me since NTU days.
I sounded motivated? Hmm, the next time when I read this entry, I would want to have done what I achieved to do.
And remained, motivated.
*back to work*
心锁。。。解开了否？
感觉好像卸下一块压在胸口， 整整四个月的大石头.
呼吸突然很顺畅; 说话也变得容易些。
虽然这一切还没告一段落；虽然预料不到的事还会再发生；虽然前面有还有很多很多的问号；但在这一刻，一切是那么的平静。
多希望这种平静能一直持续下去, 固然这是不可能的。
不要紧；一点关系也没有。因为只要在这一刻，可以让我感受得到这期盼已久的感觉，我真的就很满足了。
一家人要心连心，不仅仅要有对彼此存有爱；还讲求一个信字。
少了那份信任，就像是丢失了一把钥匙；一把开启心锁的钥匙。如让怀疑和猜测存在着，那心将会锁地越来越紧。
如果你还没找到那把钥匙；劝你赶快找找吧！别把自己的心和他人的心都锁的喘不过气来。
sick of ...
feel like reporting sick for work.
wanna run away.
sick. i am S-I-C-K, both literally and not-literally.
damn.
i recalled that the geomancer mentioned 2006 is a good year for the pigs. in fact one of the last "good" year for us. Pigs should even make use of this year to be prepared for the incoming not-going-to-be-so-good year.
if this year is already like this, wat the hell would 2007 be like?
i guesses i had just answered myself.
HELL.
think again
~the worst thing you write is better than the best thing you didnt write~
look closer at the picture. you'll see a man who's being shot by me while he's taking a shot of boat quay. they say "look behind your back", didnt they?
u can choose not to remember, but u can never ever forget
i considered myself prepared. hence i was ready to say "let's meet!"
had a pleasant evening with my CLOSE friend. we went to "the budget terminal, T3" and "flew first class on ANA airlines". oh well, crap as they were; little jokes they meant to be.
the "passport" was handed to me cos that was the reason for the meet up anyways. there wasnt any japanese food served on the plane (sakae had this long queue even though it was a wednesday night! no wonder the CLOSE friend gave the usual tone of: wah, FREE sushi giveaway ar???); instead it was good old (actually a refurbished concept of) Fish n Co.
and then we flew to Japan...(-ese) bookstore, kino! quite sometime since i visited the bookstore...the very last time was to find "the very first initimate contact" (translate into chinese please, if u know wat i am saying. it's a very good book) for which i was disappointed to hear the salesman informing me: Sold out.
we were in there for an hour or so i think. it was a all-calls-ignored moment. just wanna show respect and of cos since the memories of the unhappy incident before prompted me to "concentrate". The sweet voice from the speaker calling out to all shoppers that the bookstore is closing in 20mins time. it was then a short stroll before a show of courtesy to accompany me till my train comes.
almost 6 months since we last met. it was more comfortable this time round. not so much awkward moments like the previous time. the heart still raced but it was easy to keep cool in a few seconds. i realised i forgot the number that i used to be able to punch on the hp without looking. of cos, it resurfaced once i saw it again.
as i was walking home, i told myself: you can choose not to remember the (pain and hurt) but you can never ever forget (them).
i'm kinda motivated by the CLOSE friend to work harder. ari-ga-to =)
~the baby always love the child~
this is not a weird blog entry.
